So I spent five minutes trying to find a My Morning Jacket song, and now I can’t tell if it was the first song I played all along and the search changed me or if I’ve lost the original sound through the search. Which are the same things, yeh?
And sometimes I confuse My Morning Jacket with Grizzly Bear even though I know which one I like better but It Still Moves has a bear on its cover so.
These are the kind of problems that let me know my life is pretty good. But I’m trying to spend my life helping other people, and there are several hours in almost every day when I’m shit at it. And I hate those hours, and I hate myself during them.
I hate when I give in to self-pity][Just trying to do better, be better.